Fading subtlety

faint glimmer losing glitter sinking on horizons of pre-set time lines   I don’t have forever wait for life to occur mortality lends frameworks as final bells chime   seasonal cycles demonstrate renewals but other shores may have different climes   I see uncertainty losing subtlety etching dark visuals on happy old rhymes     … Continue reading Fading subtlety


A seer’s confession

it’s not my God… it’s what you wish to see in the crystal ball   I practise my craft I perfect foresight but I court Mystery above all….   It is what draws you It is what enchants It’s what keeps you afloat before a fall https://amanpan.com/2019/11/04/brewnspew-cafe-november-4-2019/ After publishing this piece, I came across these … Continue reading A seer’s confession


I strive to find the ground I left behind – then wonder if it ever existed. Psychic perceptions have left me dangling between two worlds. belonging – neither here nor there accepted – neither here nor there Can I blame them for not knowing what I do? They are happy in their un-knowing state, while … Continue reading Dangling


I’m tired of being rebuffed. I wonder why people build walls to keep me out. I see no reason for anyone to fear or dislike me. I would like my fellow beings to be companions in my journey. There is so much to learn, to discover – all that I did not know some time … Continue reading Ignorance

Living with Insanity

I’m talking to you. In a moment, I’m not…. You are not there. I see you being transformed into a familiar, but horrific being – eyes bulging out, a disconnected expression, hands moving aimlessly in the air, clenched teeth and a desire to kill. I survive the night, live in hope of a better future, … Continue reading Living with Insanity

Mermaid Reversed

What is that mask you are wearing? I asked you to dress as a scarecrow. Is that how all men see women? Why do we get into feminist arguments all the time? We are dressing for a theme party. I chose ‘Mermaid reversed’. It does not fit into the given theme. Watch the male interest … Continue reading Mermaid Reversed