I don’t know if time and circumstances hardened her, or she had an inborn animosity towards me.
Her sarcasm never failed to sting. Toxicity could have been her second name.
I was driven to past life regressions to check if there’s a story from the past, which made her hate me so much. If there was any maternal instinct in her, she’d had it sliced away.
Leaving a scar did not unnerve her, as she remained busy flaunting her own scars. I scanned literature on the mother wound, and sought solace in the statement that I’m not responsible for another’s misery. We are souls at different stages of evolution, and need to go through a required number of life cycles.
I feel relieved after her exit from this world. I don’t feel guilty about it. There are many who’d like me to do so.
Written for Prosery Prompt at dVerse
Prompt line:
“she’d had it sliced away leaving a scar”.
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Very powerful write. Yeah some parents can be like that, so self-obsessed and full of hatred towards their children. This quenches all the love the child has. It’s tragic.
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Thank you, Nitin Lalit!
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Reena, your story resonates deeply for me. Ambivalence can be a terrible foe.
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Good to know it resonates. Thank you, Lisa!
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You’re welcome ❤
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Such a heartbreaking story Reena. Some people are like that and others can’t change or influence their nature.
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Thank you, Sadje!
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I have such a person in my life too…
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unfortunate 😦
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That is a good word for the condition, although I can think of better, Reena…
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😂😂
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oof.
I love your use of the prompt line here – and what a powerful piece. So much packed into so few words.
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Thank you so much, Sarah!
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