Have wings, can’t fly…

I don’t know why
this awakens deep seated fears
time machines taking off
to lifetimes lived before
or those that exist, but yet
to come to the fore

It un-grounds me
with no feet, just wings

But I’ve never learnt
how to fly high
I may just float
and then fall
into bottomless pits
between opaque high walls

untold stories hound me
winds can’t speak, but sing

let me in on secrets
to be passed on
to future lifetimes
-meaningless ones
I don’t really care
but can’t drop and run

Futures unfound me
I walk in graveyards, bells ring

https://lifeafter50forwomen.com/2021/10/04/what-do-you-see-102-october-4-2021/