Nirvana

 taking up a challenge
 acing it
 then
 letting another overtake 
 -a major part of life
 

 slacking
 giving up
 citing inevitability
 of defeat
 being labelled
 A wastrel
 not worth it
 

 acceptance
 of circular tracks
 in competitive arenas
 finding joy
 In being where you are
 -Nirvana